The Call for a Motivator

Most of the time, things just pile up so much that one never know where to start. My errands-list is never-ending. I realised I have this errand that I had wanted to do since I was 12 years old. And for these 7 years, it's an errand that I never forget about, but why didn't I just get it done?! Sometimes I just hate myself for this. Tmr, die die I'm also gonna go laminate those treasures.

On top of the errands-list, or I should say, MUST-DO-list, is this thing called 'study' which I've lost drive in long ago. Staying awake and listening to lectures doesn't help much if I don't do my readings right. Better stop getting depressed over school huh, but seems like it's not about school, it's a matter of whether I'm making the money spent worth or not.

Sometimes I don't like the feeling of living in Singapore, I'm 'slow' in nature, slow in the sense of disliking to rush; I like OTOT, I don't like how I always see people trying their very best to board the ultra-packed train when there would be one coming in the next minute, I don't like the wah-so-fast walking speed Singaporeans have most of the time. I know what I'm talking here, do you? The worst thing about living in Singapore is, sometimes I'm doing those things that I don't like. I'm plain lazy? Perhaps. Man this paragraph contradicts like mad.

We always say that the choice is up to us. We can decide for ourselves if we want to do this or that, and therefore logically, we would be making choices that we are happy with. I used to believe in this so much, and perhaps with greater burden and 'time' spent travelling and the chats with friends who are feeling things the same way, that belief sadly have to be shaken for us living in this society today.

You know what one of my favourite hobbies is? I like dreaming. Whatever kind of dreams. I go into dream-state the moment I doze off. I go into dream-state when I board any kind of public transport. I don't like to 赖床 actually, I 赖 because I want to continue dreaming; because if I wake up, there'll be a whole load of things to worry about again.

My dreams hardly make me wake in cold sweat and a racing heart. There are instead lots of deja vu, lots of adventure whereby I'm a hero and I have to save my family and friends, and lots of those that reveals what I want, like an overseas trip with friends; striking 4D; and there had even been a couple of times that I have a boyfriend (whom I would never ever get his face right when I woke up)! HAHA.

Perhaps tonight I will dream of myself being Crystal Maiden and try to get my FIRST KILL ever! BLEAHHH.

Now I'm typing whatever that comes straight to my mind (as long as I find it okay to publish here). Am becoming a crazy BodyShop fan because of the beautiful member card and it holds really meaningful campaigns! (: Ask me for my card if anyone of you wanna get any BodyShop stuff, 10% disc. GCK you want to get the pouch? Hahahaha

I'm hungry, but I've brushed my teeth.

Going for a haircut tmr, finally!

Cello, should I?

Editor wants me to add some things into the review, sian. Tmr then do. Ha.

ZZ came back for about 2 weeks, now she's away again. It'll be long till the next time we see each other right? ):

Aijia says she dreamt of me (: I don't know why when people told me that they dreamt of me, I feel happy.

All of a sudden, I miss wearing the green uniform, hanging around with the peeps.

Haiya, nostalgia makes me hungry, I go find the Lexus biscuits.