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It is a commendable feat of resisting the temptation to come online at all for the past twelve days [I DISCONNECTED THE MODEM AND HID IT. To restrict myself from coming online and also to prevent my sisters from using the com for irritating and useless stuff like Maple. Sorry to those Maple fans out there, but it's really no point in indulging in it. At least in my opinion.] It's obvious why I didn't want to come online, and with this horrible nightmare that lasted for the past ten days coming to an end this morning, marks the long awaited time for many people to say "Phew finally it's over!", enjoy a couple of days of break, and then, preparation for the real battle.

So for these last ten days, I guess I can conclude it as one of the toughest period in my life. Nothing much to speak specifically of how each paper was [no point in saying since it won't change anything], but so taxing it was, that I hardly smiled, hardly slept, and hardly felt secured at all. It was hard to have a good chat - there's no time for that; everyone else was feeling as tired; and neither did I have the mood to do so. I don't know why, but the whole thing really almost strained the hell out of me, to the extent that when I heard someone said 'examinations' on TV, I actually felt sick and a little fearful. That was then, but now I'm feeling good. Yea.

Coming back to the part that I didn't come online at all for twelve straight days which doesn't seems to be very long or very short, I actually resorted to re-watching Bleach from episode 01 till episode 63, a couple of episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist, and abit of Spider and my all-time favourite Minesweeper. So much for self-discipline, but I guess it's still a good start for me to practise self-control since I bet I'll spent much more time online than BleachFMASpiderMinesweeper. Oh ya and within that twelve days, my anti-virus programme even went out-of-date.

Anyway I came up with a list of things that I want to do when I come online. Too many. Anime made up one big bulk, and being online for 4 hours so far, only let me completed things like 2 episodes of Bleach, iTunes 7.0 update [DAMN NICE], abit of O2Jamming and blogging. And the aftereffect of not coming online for some time - I couldn't type as fast as I could as before when I logged into MSN and chatted with Meihui, and I got a shock when I saw YouTube changed layout again. Now I'm like really living in a hole la.

So I went to ECP to cycle with Meihui ChunKiat YouJun and Prabhu. And I saw Sebby my best double bass partner man! Anyway, one week without hanging out with those guys really made me felt not used to it, but it was a week of PEACE! Ahahaha.. and the moment I see CK YJ and Prabhu ar, I think they suppressed one week's worth of suan-ing for today la. Cycling turned out to be a game of Need For Speed with policemen YJ and Prabhu who die-die also want to get me busted. And YJ said my muslces sagging so must exercise and jog more! Thank you ar YJ -_-" haha. But still.. you all are the people who spice up my JC life :)

I don't care if you would read this, but if you do, kindly think about what your priorities are. I don't think playing Maple should be in the list, but neither do I think that you shouldn't play at all. What's making me intolerable about you is that you are over-indulging. Over-indulging. In your life that I see now, is either Maple, SMS and talk on the phone with I-bet-people-whom-you-know-from-playing-maple, or go to your good friend's house. Fine. Screw up your first major examinations in your life for all you want and bear the responsibilities yourself. It's time for you to think clearly through your head and rank your priorities. Cut off those vulgarities that come out as easily as breathing out. And if you hate your family and want to run away from home, I suggest you first assess yourself before having childish thoughts like that. It's time to grow up.